I Have Lived a Thousand Years
Elli Friedmann's story of Survival
Imagine if you
can, being a thirteen year old girl in love with boys, school and family
life. Then suddenly in a matter of hours your life is shattered by the arrival
of a foreign army. You can no longer attend school ,have possessions or talk
to your friends. Your family has to leave your house behind and live in a
crowded ghetto, where you lose all privacy and there isn't enough food to
eat. Still you manage to adjust, not knowing that there is so much
worse to come.
This is the story of Elli Friedmann, who
was thirteen years old when the Nazis invaded Hungary. Her story is an amazing
journey of survival against all odds. She managed to become one of few teenage
girls on work duty in Auschwitz. Her golden locks were the only thing between
a job and being exterminated. When Elli and her mother arrived in Auschwitz
the Nazis officers were sending people into two separate place, one line
went to the left and the other to the right. Elli's sickly and depressed
aunt, who just couldn't cope with every thing that was happening to her ended
up getting sent to the left. The guard took one of Elli's braids in
his hand and asked her how old she was and whether or not she was Jewish.
She replied, thirteen and yes. The S.S. man sent Elli and her mother to the
right, never to see her aunt again.
For Elli to become a survivor of
the Holocaust she had to keep it together. Many people just couldn't handle
the cruel and harsh treatment, Elli's aunt was one of those people and she
didn't last more than one day in Auschwitz. I think Elli was very mature
for her age, the guard told her she was big for her age also, and from now
on you are sixteen not thirteen. At one point Elli made a major decision,
which would prove to be key for her survival. The S.S. were separating the
people who were wounded and not able to work from the people who still had
work left in them. Elli's mother was feeling the affects of the terrible
treatment she had been under going, she was starving and she was unable to
support herself for any period of time. Elli was worried about her mother
and she was helping her as much as she could. When it came time for the guards
to look at them her mother managed to make them believe that she was able
to work. When it was Elli's turn, the guards noticed that she had a badly
injured leg from when a guard kicked her. The guard swiftly sent her to the
opposite line from her mother. Elli was in a panic, they were shipping her
mother out of the camp and she could not let them take her. She begged the
guards to let her join her mother but they did not care. People have been
shot for this very thing Elli was about to do. She switched lines, she waited
for the right time and she quickly switched. It turns out that this group
of women were getting out of Auschwitz and going back to Augsburg, where
the German army were occupying. When they arrived and got of the train the
German soldiers asked where are your belongings and they answered we have
none, they were amazed and could not believe that they were being treated
this way.
I can understand one Dictator being
insane and becoming out of control but how did he manage to build an army
of S.S. men that felt the same way he did. It is impossible to carry out
these orders unless you felt Hitler was doing the right thing. This was 1945
not 1795, people knew better than this. How can a Nazis smash a babies head
into the side of a truck after he fell out the back because it was over loaded.
Can you really tell that this is a Jewish baby and not a German baby, did
they really think that this was the appropriate behavior, this is what god
wanted then to do. This disgust me and I find I am physically sick to my
stomach from reading stories of the Holocaust. I find myself feeling overwhelmed
with sorrow for the Jewish race, they should have never went through this.
I feel compelled to talk to all of them and discuss this with them and make
it right. At times I get very angry wondering how any one could do these
things. Part of me says grab one of their rifle's and kill as many as you
can until they kill you because your dead anyway.
I think the biggest reason for survival
was luck. Some had special talents that helped them to be of some use to
the Nazis. I think it was important to stay productive and not get hurt or
let the conditions get to you . You had to put up a good front so they would
think you were able to work. The first thing they did at Auschwitz
was to kill the old people, they wanted young strong people.
At the beginning of the Holocaust the Jews did not know how to react but
as time went on the survivors started to pick up on what would give them
the best chance to survive.